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I don’t want this school year to end…
The beginning sucked, I mean, eh, we were freshmen and whatever, but now that we’re towards the end… All I wanna do is be sad about it.
Of all people, I should want this the most because I posted the most statuses and said the most BS regarding school (i.e.: school can suck my dick, fxck you school, etc.), but now it’s gonna suck.
First off, next year the seniors are gonna be gone. I don’t know if I wanna stay in ROTC anymore. I went into it because I was pursuing the military, but I started trying because I wanted to make them proud. They were like my only motivation to put up with that BS. What do I do when they’re gone? I might just beat up every damn person in the room.
No more teams next year… I don’t get to say, “Mako Sharks, meeting called to order,” yeah, I’m still gonna be holding the officer positions for class council next year, but a lot of the officers are changing. Not to mention, whether our advisor can get down to our level or not. That sucks.
This year, I found like a real family within the team. I got close to nearly all of them, and I’m never quite as comfortable around everyone else.
I was skimming through the names on our shirts when I realized that our team has such a distinct blend. For people who come from all kinds of different social circles, and people who seem so different, it’s so strange to see how easily we click as a family.
Besides, I loved how independent we were. We rarely depended on the teachers for anything. We got our forms, by ourselves. Called companies, provided supplies by ourselves. All they ever did was sign the paper.
Even though the team was barely cooperative, and there were very few who actually helped, we did good.
I’m gonna miss this. I’ll be the first to admit that I got attached.
Well, there’s about a week left. LEZGO.
